The Only Love

Today is a bad day for me. Flunk my oral test and rushing my assignments. I had a argue with her. She wanna break up with me but still I didn't gif up on her. As soon as i finish my assignments, I still very stress and moody. Seems like the world left me alone. So i get up and walk around my area. I swear that I'm totally don't know where I'm going. I was alone around 5 something in the morning. As I was walked around 20 minutes, I reached a church. I was staring the church and my heart start feel very pain. It is because the argument just now. I'm crying and praying outside the church.

Here is my prayer :

Dear Lord Jesus,

Is it the mistake i have made?

I have been disobedient all this time.

Sorry Lord.

All the commitment I made last time,

I had failed You Lord.

Now i only hoping she will coming back to me again.

I promise to myself I'll get her back.

Lord help me!

I promise if she coming back to me.

I'll do anything You ask me to.

I'll bring her in be part of a family with You,

I'll go church every sunday to serve and praise You.

Where ever I am.

This is I promise you Lord.

I'm a man in my words.

Amen.

Then after 10 minutes, I walked back home and get prepare to college. She won't be visit this blog for a sometimes. Maybe someday she will visit this blog again? Maybe later? or Maybe a day? or week. I don't know the answer. Only God know about it. I hope she will come back to me. Dear Genie, you will know someday who's the one who treat you good and respect you. Love you more than I love myself. You always my LOU PO ZAI.

From your lover,

Mario