I Miss You so much dear!

I know you don't really into korean songs.

But this song represent my love and soul.

I love you forever.

Our relationship is getting better and stable. It's a good sign for us! Hehe. Just this recently, my dear mother was sent into hospital for hand surgery at penang (island hospital). Her mother hand was injured so she can't carry or do any heavy stuff. By the way, her mother is staying with her. Tomorrow her mother is going back to Kelantan. Along this period, my dear was very tired! It's because she have to take care of her mum and drive her mother to hospital every single day. Then, she have to complete her homework and assignment. She was very busy all this time. Her mother also invite me to kelantan to help them out their family business. It's cool! Haha. They have treat me as their family member. Haha. I hope her mother recover soon. Although she was busy during this period, we still have the time to chit chat and spend time with each other. I never gonna lose you my dear. I love you more than i do. My love for you is forever and cant describe by words or phrase. I love you my dear Leong Jin Jin and our love is endless. Muacks!

Suprise ! ! !

hahaha... never know i am writing here right ! long long time i never post anything here.. always also u ( mario ) post only ! i am SO damn busy de oh !.. but today i blogging here.. its wanna let U know that , i am so glad to be with U , U make my life bright , U bring me to ur life , U are the only one that i everyday miss , and U are the one i only love much !

A girl that I pampered!

It's the end of march! our relationship last for about 4 months now. I'm glad that i took her phone number that night! Hehe. Many people don't believe love at first sight. But we do believe. This how our relationship started. During this period, We been through lots of sadness and happiness but mostly we have a great time and happiness together. From this relationship we both learn how to important we are to each other. We also learn that we should hold together tight, no matter what happens. This show that our love is bigger than the universe, deeper than the sea and higher than the mountains. May our love ever lasting! Although we are far apart, still we can feel that we are next to each other. Love bring us together. This coming april (as i said last post), I'm coming to penang to pay a visit. Both of us can't wait that day come. I'm really glad that i have a girl like her. Seems like is a gift from above. I do treasure so much. I'll take care if her rest of my life. Love her, pamper her, kiss her and hug her! Currently our relationship running smooth. Well, just now i read through her 2 personal blog titled "it's my life" and "my story". From there I know she need lots of care and love. She is the type of girl need to be pampered always. I always do that to let her feel warm and secure. I know her very well. Her habits, attitude and what's she want. I do understand. I'll be her man to fulfill her dreams and wishes. I do it for love. I do love her very much. I want her feel sweet all the time. When she happy, I'm happy. I'll do anything to make her smile and her life brighter. I want to say that I love you as always. Love you forever. You'll be my girl and I'll be your man! I always protect you from harm! I love you lou po zai! Muacks~!

Long time didn't update. Sorry dear! We have a pleasant time during end of february and middle of march. It is because we almost meet each other everyday during march. I follow her back to Kelantan. Her hometown is there. I met her parents, family, friends and her relatives too. It's my pleasure to meet them. Haha. We took some photo too during our holiday but we uploaded in facebook. Go check it out! During the holiday, she kept on complaining that i ate too much at Kelantan. Haha. The food was seriously nice, cook by her mum and the other local delicacy. She also do some cooking and desert. It was nice too. I treasure it so much. Thanks dear! This coming week or april, I'm going to meet her again. I'm looking forward to meet her again. I miss you so much dear. May our love till forever. Muacks~!

I won't scold you anymore. I won't annoy you anymore. I won't ask where your going and with who. I won't ask who call you or message you. What you wanted to do. I will let you do. I will just let you do whatever you want. It is because I trust you. I love you so much. Sorry for my behavior. I love you lou po zai. Muacks~!

Today is a bad day for me. Flunk my oral test and rushing my assignments. I had a argue with her. She wanna break up with me but still I didn't gif up on her. As soon as i finish my assignments, I still very stress and moody. Seems like the world left me alone. So i get up and walk around my area. I swear that I'm totally don't know where I'm going. I was alone around 5 something in the morning. As I was walked around 20 minutes, I reached a church. I was staring the church and my heart start feel very pain. It is because the argument just now. I'm crying and praying outside the church.

Here is my prayer :

Dear Lord Jesus,

Is it the mistake i have made?

I have been disobedient all this time.

Sorry Lord.

All the commitment I made last time,

I had failed You Lord.

Now i only hoping she will coming back to me again.

I promise to myself I'll get her back.

Lord help me!

I promise if she coming back to me.

I'll do anything You ask me to.

I'll bring her in be part of a family with You,

I'll go church every sunday to serve and praise You.

Where ever I am.

This is I promise you Lord.

I'm a man in my words.

Amen.

Then after 10 minutes, I walked back home and get prepare to college. She won't be visit this blog for a sometimes. Maybe someday she will visit this blog again? Maybe later? or Maybe a day? or week. I don't know the answer. Only God know about it. I hope she will come back to me. Dear Genie, you will know someday who's the one who treat you good and respect you. Love you more than I love myself. You always my LOU PO ZAI.

From your lover,

Mario